Paul Ramnora Gambling

I have to pay for a yearly 60+ FREE London travel pass. -(I should have sent them proof of address/and, £10.00 to renew, yearly; but, unfortunately, I seemed to have missed that email reminder.)-  The cost of renewal is £35.00. As I only had £10.00 inside of my bank a/c.; therefore, I decided to gamble to see if I can make up the rest of the money. I deposited £10.00 into my Ladbrokes a/c.;  choose to play the game: Premium European Roulette. The usual 'up/down' story...; but, at the end of the day, I came away with a winning total of £30.00(or, 300% gain).  

Today, my bank a/c balance said: £50+.  Then I went and did some shopping at Crown Point Lidl Supermarket in West Norwood...the balance when I came back home said just: £27.00 left. But, I was meant to keep, at least, £44.00 balance in there...; in order to pay for my Dulwich Picture Gallery 'friends' yearly membership fee. - https://www.dulwichpicturegallery.org.uk Honestly, I couldn't 'resist' going out and buying myself some food; as food stocks were getting really low . ----- I brought some biscuits:- - sweet biscuits 2 x packets of chocolate biscuits - salt biscuits: Chedder thins ...together with some food:  1 x packet of Sausage Rolls 3 x Mangos 1 x easy peeler tangerines. 1 x packet of porridge 3 x packets of cereals 5 x jam doughnuts 1 x carton of milk 1 packet of 2 small green cabbages ...basically, the stuff I brought cost on average around £1.00 each; so, I wasn't totally freaking out as I brought more and more stuff. However, I was really surprised ...

When I tried signing into my Ladbrokes a/c.;  I saw that there as a £2.xx balance. I decided I wish to withdraw this sum, immediately, right away. Only trouble there is...the minimum amount you can withdraw is £5.00. So, this meant I had to deposit into my Ladbrokes a/c £5.00; in order to be able to withdraw the £2.xx funds won; bearing in mind, that the minimum deposit is £5.00. ---- Only when I went and deposited in the £5.00;  -(thus, leaving me with a £7.xx balance)-; my mind said why not go and do some Roulette gambling, first; before withdrawing any money. So, I went ahead...; and, initially, made small bets...10p/20p; and, if it lost I then 'doubled up'...until when it won; a gambling strategy which paid off for a while. Only, one can not rely too much on the strategy of, always, 'doubling up'...; as, sometimes, your money runs out completely due to repeated 'losing'. In this case, I bet on 'red'...; and, I believe 'black' came up  somethi...

I started gambling Saturday evening, maybe, 7 PM...; and, stopped Sunday morning at around 2:40 AM. I decided to deposit £10.00 into both Ladbrokes/William Hill playing my favorite game, Roulette. The Ladbrokes £10.00 just simply 'vanished'...and, in almost next to no time...?! That is to say, I recall it went up at one point...; but, mostly, went down...until there was nothing left...just a few measley pence...which is when I gave up. The William Hill £10.00 grew and grew...very slowly...0.25p at a time; until, eventually, I became utterly impatient...and, started betting high...instead, of doubling up/I tripled up...which caused me to triple my losses/as well as, triple my gains...; then, I found my total balance was going all over the place...at one point it had said £49.75/and, at another point, £2.25...?! Then, it went back up to become a 'round' £50.00(which I already decided was my goal of the evening). That's when  I decided I've really had quite enough ...

GREW TOO OVER-CONFIDENT ABOUT MY LAST WINNINGS...MAKING ME WANT GO BET EVEN MORE MONEY I'm afraid, that the downside of my my last wins -(when I'd won over 4 times what was my original investment of just £5.00)- was I became totally 'over-confident'...always, an extremely dangerous thing when it comes to doing any gambling; so, through having had that 'one' good experience, it did only serve to encourage me to gamble even far more. Today, I played Roulette; but, instead of my usual 'limited' £5.00 deposit...I allowed myself to get completely carried away in 'blind hope'...and, went and deposited £100.00; but, I ended up coming away with just £30/meaning overall I lost £70.00. (That is so totally 'gut-wrenching' to me...because I could NOT afford to lose so much...?!) At first, I was just gambling...and, the total was running around going all over the place...'up/down' just like a see saw...; that's when I remembered it's v...

Deposited: £10.00/£5.00 into each separate a/c. William Hills/Ladbrokes. ----- Felt the gambling 'itch'...had to scratch it. :: William Hill £5.00 investment...; lost everything almost instantly...?! Played Roulette, in almost next to no time, the William Hill £5.00 bet lost...I had only 0.75p left...making me feel totally 'downhearted'...which is when I decided to quit. (Transferred the 0.75p into my WH Poker a/c., instead.) ----- :: Ladbrokes £5.00 investment....managed to double/triple/quadruple it. Moved over to Ladbrokes Roulette..where, initially, I was able to almost double my money: £19.94...going back right down to £13.54...then, back up to £20.54/-etc. (Nothing is 'certain' about gambling...; so, it's best when ahead...to just take the money and RUN...; before it's all 'too late...?!') I can't believe it, I was just 0.06p off my goal of doubling my money to gain £20.00...when I had to watch all my money go back down...to reach £13.5...