Paul Ramnora Gambling

GREW TOO OVER-CONFIDENT ABOUT MY LAST WINNINGS...MAKING ME WANT GO BET EVEN MORE MONEY I'm afraid, that the downside of my my last wins -(when I'd won over 4 times what was my original investment of just £5.00)- was I became totally 'over-confident'...always, an extremely dangerous thing when it comes to doing any gambling; so, through having had that 'one' good experience, it did only serve to encourage me to gamble even far more. Today, I played Roulette; but, instead of my usual 'limited' £5.00 deposit...I allowed myself to get completely carried away in 'blind hope'...and, went and deposited £100.00; but, I ended up coming away with just £30/meaning overall I lost £70.00. (That is so totally 'gut-wrenching' to me...because I could NOT afford to lose so much...?!) At first, I was just gambling...and, the total was running around going all over the place...'up/down' just like a see saw...; that's when I remembered it's v...

Deposited: £10.00/£5.00 into each separate a/c. William Hills/Ladbrokes. ----- Felt the gambling 'itch'...had to scratch it. :: William Hill £5.00 investment...; lost everything almost instantly...?! Played Roulette, in almost next to no time, the William Hill £5.00 bet lost...I had only 0.75p left...making me feel totally 'downhearted'...which is when I decided to quit. (Transferred the 0.75p into my WH Poker a/c., instead.) ----- :: Ladbrokes £5.00 investment....managed to double/triple/quadruple it. Moved over to Ladbrokes Roulette..where, initially, I was able to almost double my money: £19.94...going back right down to £13.54...then, back up to £20.54/-etc. (Nothing is 'certain' about gambling...; so, it's best when ahead...to just take the money and RUN...; before it's all 'too late...?!') I can't believe it, I was just 0.06p off my goal of doubling my money to gain £20.00...when I had to watch all my money go back down...to reach £13.5...

I gambled at both William Hill/Ladbrokes...depositing £5.00 in each separate account; thus, investing a total of £10.00 altogether. I played both Roulette/and, Poker (WH browser based); lost the whole damn lot. ----- NOTE: It was NOT a case of I just simply went and lost, lost, lost...; but, instead, the money went 'up and down' -the usual Roller-Coaster ride-; and, sometimes, I was winning almost £15.00 after having invested just £5.00. It was the usual trouble of just not knowing when to stop/and, also, betting bigger and bigger stakes which when it lost...ended up wiping out my balance, altogether. ----- Anyway, that's me having scratched my gambling itch. Hopefully, I won't get 'tempted' to do any further gambling, at least, for now. NOTE: The strong temptation to gamble does never ever leave me...; I could easily stay there all day/night long doing endless online gambling...and, think I had just died and gone up to sheer blue Heaven; I feel as if I'm in...