100125 Gambled William Hill/Ladbrokes - lost £10.00

I gambled at both William Hill/Ladbrokes...depositing £5.00 in each separate account; thus, investing a total of £10.00 altogether.

I played both Roulette/and, Poker (WH browser based); lost the whole damn lot.

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NOTE: It was NOT a case of I just simply went and lost, lost, lost...; but, instead, the money went 'up and down' -the usual Roller-Coaster ride-; and, sometimes, I was winning almost £15.00 after having invested just £5.00. It was the usual trouble of just not knowing when to stop/and, also, betting bigger and bigger stakes which when it lost...ended up wiping out my balance, altogether.

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Anyway, that's me having scratched my gambling itch. Hopefully, I won't get 'tempted' to do any further gambling, at least, for now.

NOTE: The strong temptation to gamble does never ever leave me...; I could easily stay there all day/night long doing endless online gambling...and, think I had just died and gone up to sheer blue Heaven; I feel as if I'm in the environment that I most do 'love'. Therefore, I'm honestly not too sure that I will ever truly learn to overcome my gambling 'addiction'...no matter how much money I were to lose...?!

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-(NOTE: The last post said that I hadn't gambled from ever since 04/24...; well, that's just NOT strictly true...; the real truth is, I just didn't bother to 'record' it. For example, I quite clearly remember that I went and gambled just last month which was: 12/24. I've probably gambled every single month in the year 2024. What has happened is my gambling losses tend to be much less...as I mainly deposit just £5.00 at a time. When that's all done; then, I basically just quit...as I know from past mis-deeds that endlessly chasing after your looses doesn't tend to work out ok...making the losses just grow worse and worse and worse...until when  one finds one has lost everything...; then, I cant pay the bills/can't pay for food/drink...??? So, I decided to cut down on  gambling by investing 'big' money; now, I only invest 'small'; then, when that's done...I just, simply, leave...until whenever the gambling 'scratch' hits me, again...in another few days/or, weeks. I decided it's far better to devote both my time and interest towards studying: GCSE Maths/GCSE English/-etc.)-


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